troves

cows, cows, cows

listening to depeche mode

Loneliness is confusing emotion. I'm not sure if it's ok to feel lonely, does everyone feel lonely sometimes? I have met friends yes, but still inside of me is some kind of strange feeling. I spent whole day with my mother and it was invigorating. I have thought thinking and learning new things. I set a goal for myself. I'm going to focus on studying English. Here's a pic which we took yesterday, too.

Something inside me

I have been very tired lately and I haven't done anything special. I have watched Zeitgeist Addendum and Moving forward -movies and some kind of frustration has captured my mind. Here you can also watch Z-movies. Those films are worth of watching and they make people think. I thought that when I have a time to think and write in peace I should put my thoughts down. Today I took pictures of Ida and I don't know what to think about these. 

"5  t h i n g s  I d a  w a n t s  t o  e x p e r i e n c e  b e f o r e
  s h e  d i e s :

1) write a book

2) want to have a name

3) find my way to Wonderland

4) learn to fly

5) learn to transform infinitely

dead

Huuuuu! :---)

ghosts

My friend and I went to the zoo and here are few photos which I took. I took these with my friend's Canon 85mm f/1.8 and I fall in love with that objective. Now I'm thinking about buying that. I have read philosophy and I'm quite happy that I have done that, exams in september are waiting for me. Yesterday I visited in the library and found interesting book about William S. Burroughs. (I'm quite unsure about my photos but still I'm going to photograph more and put here more photos, too)

21st Century Schizoid man

I made a quick journey to Tampere. There was a happening called "Musta Pispala". I was there in Vastavirta-klubi with Jasmin and her friends. The evening was confusing, fuzzy and lonely. I had feeling that I want go to the Musta Pispala but we just went to bar and I didn't know anyone. (And I felt that everyone else are having very nice time, but I just was confused) 

I had camera with me, but still I took only those pictures. Those are little bit overlighted (is that the right word eh?) but I don't mind. Some how I still like those photos. 

And overall the journey was quite confusing. All the people were confusing and I was confused! In the evening my stomach was really painful. Before the evening I felt like I'm not getting any oxygen. This feeling comes every night/evening and it's always same, unpleasant and agonizing. Maybe tomorrow will be better day. It should.

la la

Yesterday I was doing an article about two actors and their play. They have studied in London and the woman in right (yes she is a woman) still lives in London and now she's just visiting here. (i would like to be press photographer when i grow up)

Lose your mind and play

Stupid photos which doesn't say anything

I hate nature photos

:----)

this is my dog and the colour of the picture sucks

it's mister B and he's kooikerhondje

everybody hates me 'cause i'm rock 'n' roll, let's get high tonight

^ My friend. Last summer.

I have written. I have taken some photos. But nothing worth of watching. I have helped my mother, she is moving, too. I found my old diaries and it's interesting to read those. I have been so different when I was younger. Maybe I should put here more photos. Haha.

You will find a different world

I'm just wondering how times are changing. I'm afraid of losing my camera to my ambivalence.

(did you notice the facial expression of the man in the chin? maybe he's also confused. i draw him.)
ps, once i had a photography blog which name was "a remedy that will make all your troubles disappear" !